Wednesday, January 14, 2015

No Tolerance For Sin

The grace of God is a big deal because sin is a big deal!  Without the magnitude of sin there would be no need for magnificent grace.  I know how I can take sin lightly because, I mean hey, God has forgiven me, right?  Well, yes he has but that doesn't excuse us to frivolously indulge ourselves in the things of this world.  We are called to be set apart; to be image bearers of Christ; to remain unstained from this world.

Also, I think about the love Christ has for us and how that love should naturally flow from us in joyful obedience if we are truly one of his children.  How does his love not captivate us to flee from sin.  Seriously, guys!!! Does his love not just completely blow you away!?!? There is seriously nothing greater and yet we find ourselves continually finding joy in sin and not the redeeming work of Christ.  Take up your cross.  Lay yourself down at the feet of Jesus and cry out for mercy.  Praise him and thank him for his saving work on the cross.

I was reading Isaiah chapter one and God is not sparing our feelings when he says, "wash and make yourselves clean. Take your evil deeds out of my sight! Stop doing wrong.." This passage shows God's complete disgust with the people. He says, "I reared children and brought them up, but they have rebelled against me.... Ah, sinful nation, a people loaded with guilt, a brood of evildoers, children given to corruption! They have forsaken the Lord; they have spurned the Holy One of Israel and turned their backs on him." He continues talking about their corruption and rebukes their sacrifices and offerings.  He challenges them, "The multitude of your sacrifices__what are they to me?"  God certainly doesn't need anything from us so these offerings they gave him in vain were detestable to him.  This seems pretty harsh but I am not making it up.  Verses 13 through 17 really shook me up.  Read this and don't take it lightly.

"Stop bringing meaningless offerings!  Your incense is detestable to me.  New Moons, Sabbaths and convocations__ I cannot bear your evil assemblies. Your New Moon festivals and your appointed feasts my soul hates.  They have become a burden to me; I am weary of bearing them.  When you spread out your hands in prayer, I will hide my eyes from you; even if you offer many prayers, I will not listen.  Your hands are full of blood..."

Many of you have probably only been taught how loving and kind God is and have failed to understand why he is so loving.  This probably doesn't sound like the loving God you were brought up to know but just wait!!!  This is where you see his love and I think it will mean that much more to you now than it ever has before.

"Come now, let us reason together... Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool.  If you are willing and obedient you will eat the best from the land; but if you resist and rebel, you will be devoured by the sword."

"I will turn my hand against you; I will thoroughly purge away your dross (unwanted material or waste product) and remove all your impurities."

His love has never changed.  It is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow but I think it is important to know how God feels about sin.  It makes his grace all the more sweeter.  Knowing how great our sin is and how desperate we are in need of a savior highlights just how wonderful, powerful, loving, magnificent and kind God is. He was so in love with us filthy, dirty, disgusting rags that he sent his pure, blameless, holy son, Jesus Christ, to die and bear the wrath that should have been ours.  A perfect sacrifice was made; the final price was paid. We were bought with his blood.  We belong to him forever. It is finished! and it is Only By Grace!! See what I did there?!? haha

Monday, January 5, 2015

Awake My Soul O' Lord

Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me.   Psalm 51:10

I feel like I have let the world stain me lately by falling into it's ways. I've been distracted by work, dreams, and to do lists but God's word says to be set apart and to keep oneself unstained by this world.  As I am being distracted and enticed, ready to go my own way, God is clutching onto the back of my collar.  He will never leave me or forsake me and he is faithful to keeping me to the end when I will see him face to face for all of eternity.  This is the love that has me going crazy.  God is so gracious towards me in showing me my sin.  This refining is so awesome and I love how much I am understanding now.  

The past, maybe, two months I have been experiencing the Lords grace so clearly and so often.  God is doing a lot of heart reconstruction right now and, I'll be honest, it's overwhelming.  Every moment I get just another tiny glimpse of God's love for me I become so overwhelmed and I have no idea what to do with this love that I just weep.  His love is so intricate and extravagant that we cannot ever comprehend it and even these small little doses he's giving me is mind blowing.  He is being pretty straight forward with sin and stirring up a longing in my heart to have more of him.  I really cannot get enough.  I'm coming into a season of contentment and enjoying every moment in constant fellowship with God.  It is beautiful.  I'm happy to take control of these distractions and focus on the one who has everything already written down in my book.  These things that have my mind scattered are already orchestrated for my good, but more importantly, for God's glory.



 Where shall I go from your Spirit? Or where shall I flee from your presence?  If I ascend to heaven, you are there! If I make my bed in Sheol, you are there!  If I take the wings of the morning and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,  even there your hand shall lead me, and your right hand shall hold me.  If I say, "Surely the darkness shall cover me, and the light about me be night,"  even the darkness is not dark to you; the night is bright as the day, for darkness is as light with you. Psalm 139:7-12



So that is my quick progress report because I haven't written in so long.  I am so shocked that I really haven't written about China at all either.  I love to write and I want to set a side more time to do it.  I don't want to rush through a post, as I am doing now, but to kick back and enjoy writing again.